Another day of yoga down! High fives!
So, I really pressed myself into a corner yesterday and even though I have a monster sore throat and coughed up some stuff w/ blood in it and Brian yelled at me to go to the doctor…I did it! I did it! Aside from my morning drama about a sore throat, I could feel underneath it all, I was fine. I had to get on the mat.
Now, I did whine for a while in the morning so I got behind and Ella woke and I didn’t finish the cooling sequence. I’m going to have to live with that. Maybe I’ll do it later? We’re potty training. I want to get there and let her go pee pee. So anyway. I’m pretty psyched b/c I had to hit myself on the head pretty hard w/ the stuff I wrote yesterday to get me on the mat today. And dang, it worked. Now I’m all happy and proud of myself. At least for now.
I should mention that when I started this blogging — happen stance — I also started the Primal Bluepring 21-Day Total Body Transformation (Marksdailyapple.com). This sounds like canned crap you should stay away from but in reality it is about eating food — not processed “food stuff,” and about chilling out and enjoying life a little more: Enjoy nature, enjoy your relationships. Good stuff, really.
I asked my mom when she was dying was there anything she wanted to tell me? (yeah, great, I was only thinking of myself in the that moment!?) She said, “Enjoy life.” In the aftermath of her death my life sort of crashed. I made a little sign w/ her saying on it for my mirror. I knew it was a kernal of truth but I just could not wrap my mind around it, much less my life. Enjoy what?
I just want to say today, “Mom, I’m there. I get it.” And I found a door mat at Bed, Bath and Beyond that states it for all the world to see!
I love you Mom!